that’s why you havent seen much from me.
losing the fight to stay healthy. and i’ve been fighting hard.
but the ED is back, and with a vengeance. although i think that its been here all along, and i’ve just been trying so hard to ignore it.
700 calories today. and i told myself i’d never go below 1200. and the thought of eating any more makes me sick.
it’s worse than it was before
Just….just bad. Everything was rearing its ugly head in my little world.
And I ate way, way too much.
Good thing tomorrow is another day.
Lesson learned: Don’t let myself stay home all day. Too much food, too much temptation, not enough self control
MUST keep busy
Please, 30 day shred, get here soon!
how about you? : )
OH GOD! How accurate is this?!?!?!
I’ve been meaning to do this for a long time, and I finally did. I’m gonna do this ditch the scale thing and not worry about the numbers until July 1.
P.S, went back to counting calories because I started to slip back into old habits of not eating. But I’m still eating mostly fruits and veggies, working out, and drinking water
AND I’ve gone down to a size 6. First goal size? Check. : )
reblog if you want to ditch the scale for the ENTIRE month of june.
this means no weigh ins at all, even if you don’t post about it!! if you’re doing everything RIGHT then the number on the scale should go down. since it’s a 30 day gap without weighing yourself, there…